Hi. I know that probably no one is reading this at the moment, but I'm going to post anyway.
Recently, I have felt completely lost with my life - well especially recently (I have felt like this for a while). As a teen I feel like I'm forced to know what I want to do and/or be when I'm older. I pretty sure a lot of people around my age are in the same boat as me. Firstly, you have to choose your options in school (e.g. GCSE's in the UK) and usually they relate to your interests and what you want to do once you move out.
I don't particularly enjoy most of the stuff that I do in school so this seems like one of the hardest things in life for me. I don't even know if I want to go to University/College anyway!
Basically: I have NO IDEA of what I want to do in life.
As a Christian, I believe that I have a purpose in life - but I right now I don't know what that purpose is. Everyone finds out at different times in their life so I could just be impatient in order to find out mine.
I do have a few interests here and there, but they're not all exactly what school can offer me in general. Also, a few of my 'dreams' seem unrealistic because I doubt that I'll be good enough to make them come true. For example: acting. I did a bit of acting stuff here an there but I don't think I was that good. And now I'm starting to consider it again but as I think about it more, I don't think I have a chance.
And it's the same with the majority of 'dreams'/interests. Or perhaps I'm just being pessimistic; after all I'm not the optimistic type.
Anyway, I just feel like I'm staring at a blank space but at a bunch of cross roads at the same time. I hope I'm not the only one who's feeling stuck in life, not knowing where to go.
As I stated earlier, I don't really have an audience on this blog so this post does kinda seem pointless. But if someone DOES happen to read it I really appreciate it ('cause I'm a lonely person...).
~Cupcake~
Recently, I have felt completely lost with my life - well especially recently (I have felt like this for a while). As a teen I feel like I'm forced to know what I want to do and/or be when I'm older. I pretty sure a lot of people around my age are in the same boat as me. Firstly, you have to choose your options in school (e.g. GCSE's in the UK) and usually they relate to your interests and what you want to do once you move out.
I don't particularly enjoy most of the stuff that I do in school so this seems like one of the hardest things in life for me. I don't even know if I want to go to University/College anyway!
Basically: I have NO IDEA of what I want to do in life.
As a Christian, I believe that I have a purpose in life - but I right now I don't know what that purpose is. Everyone finds out at different times in their life so I could just be impatient in order to find out mine.
I do have a few interests here and there, but they're not all exactly what school can offer me in general. Also, a few of my 'dreams' seem unrealistic because I doubt that I'll be good enough to make them come true. For example: acting. I did a bit of acting stuff here an there but I don't think I was that good. And now I'm starting to consider it again but as I think about it more, I don't think I have a chance.
And it's the same with the majority of 'dreams'/interests. Or perhaps I'm just being pessimistic; after all I'm not the optimistic type.
Anyway, I just feel like I'm staring at a blank space but at a bunch of cross roads at the same time. I hope I'm not the only one who's feeling stuck in life, not knowing where to go.
As I stated earlier, I don't really have an audience on this blog so this post does kinda seem pointless. But if someone DOES happen to read it I really appreciate it ('cause I'm a lonely person...).
~Cupcake~
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